Tonight I've been doing a lot of reminiscing. I looked back and read a lot of my old blog posts from when I was pregnant with Cayson. Also, I went through a lot of pictures on my Facebook account. It's been an incredible journey, me becoming a mother. And now I'm about to experience it again. It's so hard to believe that the three of us will very soon become four. I've been trying to spend as much time with Cayson as possible, because I know that it will never be the same again. It's a little bit sad, but more so, it's exciting. My biggest fear is not being able to love them equally. I know this sounds silly, but I guess I'm not the most rational person right now.
Well, I guess I better get off of here. It's midnight and I think my husband has fallen asleep in Cayson's bed.
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- Brittany
- I am married to the best husband ever...Shaun! He is so good to me! We have two sons, Cayson, who is 5 and Bryce, who is 3. We also have a baby girl named Natalie. God has blessed me in so many ways!
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2 comments:
No worries. It'll come naturally.
Brittany, I had the same fear about loving them both equally. I am sure you will do a beautiful job. It gets easier as they get older and the younger one doesn't need as much of your attention.
My mom used to read to my oldest brother every time she nursed my sister.
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